Songs I Have Lost In The Fire (Two)

by Schizogenia

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I remember well this ideal of mine I lived my dreams just like a king seven AM is a night time for me I didn't want to work, I strayed around being jailed time and time again being often jailed for all that stuff In joints I've played for pint and bread my days passed by while I've reeled off my blues Only at night at "Puls" club jam session till morning in this kingdom of blues this all has passed now this good vibe and chill these wonderful people won't return won't return no more! But something from this years remained in me my little intimate musical world when i remember about this time that passed i know not all (of) this has turned to dust I would give a lot to live through it again with some miraculous time machine i still believe that my fate will change and flower is stuck in their barrel again Only at night at "Puls" club jam session till morning in this kingdom of blues this all has passed now this good vibe and chill these wonderful people won't return won't return no more!
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Jeśli poliże twarz Objawionego leżącego w kałuży oddechów Szczęścia wielkiego niebytu To motyl cicho wznoszący się Ponad uśpionym Tokyo Spłonie w ogniu pożądania monstrum A może jednak znów nie stanie się nic A może jednak pokryta śladami krwi I rdzy wyświechtana szubienica w kącie Dziś nie zaśpiewa swej Starej pieśni Ten mój czarny pies Jest błogosławieństwem w wiecznej udręce Nawet jeśli ukrywa się na długo To zawsze wytropi ślad Moich gorzkich łez Kocham go nienawidzić Ale póki co skutecznie odganiam BLACK DOG If he licks the face of The Relevant One lying in a pond of breaths of great non-existential happiness then the butterfly ascending silently over sleeping Tokyo will burn in a fire of monster's lust but maybe nothing will happen again maybe this corroded with traces of blood and rusting idly in the corner gallows won't sing her old story this black dog of mine is a blessing in eternal torment even if he hides for a long time he can always track the trail of my bitter tears i love to hate him but for now i have managed to scare him away
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If I go astray Set me out again on The right track If I’m lost in the dark Leave the light on To bring me back And if I go insane Please don’t push The poison in my vein If I won’t remember Anything anymore Wipe out the tears Change the main lock And just close the door And if I stare again Into the starless sky Standing silently on the doorstep Please remember about All the good memories we kept And allow dogs on the porch To pass me by.
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When night falls She cloaks the world In impenetrable darkness A chill rises from the soil And contaminates the air When night falls She cloaks the world In impenetrable darkness A chill rises from the soil And contaminates the air Suddenly life has new meaning Life has new meaning Meaning Nor nachten fal-ler po? hiun dek-kier verdyn i ujenomtregeli mor-ke en frysnin stiger op fra żorden ok foryrenser luuften Nor nachten fal-ler po? hiun dek-kier verdyn i ujenomtregeli mor-ke en frysnin stiger op fra żorden ok foryrenser luuften plutsele haard live fot ne mening live haard ne mening betydnig
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Pachnie ciemną potęgą Napęczniałego od wilgoci kościoła Gdzieś daleko poza zasięgiem Cienia setek krzyży Przesiąknięte tradycją krwi Mężów wysłanych do Walhalli W kołowrocie walki jedzenia seksu I pokłonów dawnym echom Wyciosane przez szalony grzmot I drążone wodą zimnego źródła Śpiewających głosem największej mocy Zapomnianej przez namaszczonych głupców Którzy już dawno Zrównali z powierzchnią ziemi Swe mózgi i prawdziwe Bicie serca Podpowiadające im Że duchów ukrytych w Drzewach i kamieniach Jest więcej niż ich Świętych znaków. NORWEGIAN WOOD It smells of a dark power Of a church swollen with damp Somewhere far away from Reach of the shadow of hundred crosses Soaked with blood’s tradition All those men sent to Valhalla In a turnstile of fights sex and feasting Plus tributes to echoes of the past Cut off by crazy thunder And carved by cold stream’s water Singing with voice of the highest power Forgotten by baptism-branded fools Who have long time ago swept away from the face of our planet Their brains and true heartbeat Hinting them that there is more spirits Hidden in trees and stones That their own holy signs.
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Nostalgia 05:00
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Seyler 02:04
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If I could stop the time to reach for sublime Things getting strange like up and down If you could read my mind, it's hard to find I said I want you back but this is no regret It's my point of view and I'm going through So take me away just for one day I've never seen someone like you before In my dreams I saw you standing there I'm going out no more since I heard the news There's someone else you choose I can't believe what they said That's why I feel so bad morning, noon and night My thoughts run circles without any purpose I cannot stand no more, it's like a circus I want to repeat, there's nothing wrong I've done She's the sun If I think of the past life is so fast Those memories keep me alive and I will survive Even if I'm here and left without Is there any secret? Do you think we'll keep it? Life's so strange if you know what I mean There's no one I've seen before like you To be honest I didn't expect something like this It's you I miss now and forever, you and me together That's what we thought our life should be I never could imagine this would happen to me You feel better now, you said it's what I cannot believe My thoughts run circles without any purpose I can't stand no more, it's like a circus I want to repeat, there's nothing wrong I've done She's the sun I can't stand no more There's nothing wrong I've done She's the sun, she's the sun She's the sun, she's the sun
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I can take one day to achieve my goal, then it starts again. In this circumstance that I call my own dreams just don't deliver. I never needed foes forever feeling low cause they break me down cannot fake this frown. I never took offence I never swore in advance but I'll break you down with my poison mouth again. I cannot deny bittersweet recline to a sole religion It's a certain way that I'm feeling host to a new deception... in this cold life in this cold life
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Second part of my final studio album.

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released October 31, 2023

Tom Joad

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Tom Joad Oxford, UK

Polish-born, currently residing in Oxford, UK. Tone-deaf amateur musician and writer with a huge urge to create (regardless).
Doesn't believe in boundaries of certain genres - only in power of music. Author of music, lyrics and most of pictures presented on this page, is also solely responsible for "Schizogenia's" truly unique sound/ noise ;-)
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